"And just when you think, things are going like how you planned it to be.
It decided to go on it's own way, and that's when you start falling apart"

Today, all I wanna do is stay in bed. Sleep and have the sweetest dream ever, and if I were to wake up. I'll just blog what I'm feeling at that point of time and right after that, I'll cry myself to sleep again. But life, is all about moving on.. It's already the month of August, and I never expected it to turn out like what it has turned out to be. A nightmare, something I wish, I had a way to escape from it. But life without it, isn't life. So anyways, I'm feeling slightly better now, but I'm still feeling very blue. Only God knows, how awful I feel. Anyways, my day started pretty bad with bad news and so. But, I somehow managed to go through it, maybe, just maybe strongly. Or perhaps, I had to be strong to make someone feel strong.

I've missed a lot in school, and I haven't been socializing well, these few days.
Maybe, because I need a lot of time on my own. I wish I could put on a smile.
And laugh like how I use to, like as if all the happiness in the world revolves around me.
But nooo, I just forgot how to do that a few hour ago.

Hm, dear Allah, I do hope you heard my prayers.
I wish, for her, to recover soon. So that, we'll be a happy and healthy family again.

I love you, I love you all.
I just, don't know what to say anymore..

Right now, all I want is a miracle to happen.
Please, please happen!