"Help, I have done it again.I have been here many times before,
Hurt myself again today,
and the worst part is, there is no one else to blame"
Once again, it feels like the world in crashing down leaving no more space to breathe. No one was there to help, I regret, regret. Hm, anyways, M's sick/injured. Skipped school to take care of her, and help her manage the house/food. I'm a little nervous about cooking for dinner, cause I seriously don't know how to estimate how much to put this and that, but I really hope it will turn out delicious. Starting to feel hungry, and oh, these few days I've been eating so much sweets. It kinda frightens me, cz I don't want anything bad to happen to my teeth or gums(is that how you spell it?). I really hope she get well soon though, and tomorrow's Hari Raya Haji. Why oh Why? Please, please, 5 December, happen please!
Had practical yesterday, glad that the engine didn't stall! Did slopes, and my leg was sooo painful due to clutching in too many times for a long period of time but it's okay. It's so dull right now, lil brother's webcamming and being annoying. M's asleep, I'm so bored like that got nothing to do. All I feel is, fucked up. I hate last minute information, go to hell man fuckers, seriously.
Weight, why can't you just fuck off from my fucking life? Fuck everything.
And selamat hari raya haji to all muslims :)
Had practical yesterday, glad that the engine didn't stall! Did slopes, and my leg was sooo painful due to clutching in too many times for a long period of time but it's okay. It's so dull right now, lil brother's webcamming and being annoying. M's asleep, I'm so bored like that got nothing to do. All I feel is, fucked up. I hate last minute information, go to hell man fuckers, seriously.
Weight, why can't you just fuck off from my fucking life? Fuck everything.
And selamat hari raya haji to all muslims :)
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