she stole my future, when she took you away

"Now we're back to the beginning
It's just a feeling and no one knows yet
But just because they can't feel it too
Doesn't mean that you have to forget

Let your memories grow stronger and stronger
'Til they're before your eyes

You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say good bye"

Mood. I can't decide what I'm feeling. Perhaps a mix of emotions. Mostly, I feel like shit and everything seems so be so fucked up. Regrets is definitely the one that makes me feel so annoyed. Finally discussing about my assignments with the rest and realize that my team mates are actually nice and fun people to work with, alhamdulliah :)

I'm starting to miss every human being in my life, and I'd love to do meet ups with a couple of them. Let's hope time is on my side. April's ending and May is around the corner. Dear May, please don't be harsh with me. Let me go through all the obstacles I'm going through calmly, Amin.

So anyways, my day was quite enjoyable, I shall say. Class wasn't as bored as the previous one which is good. Laughed a lot and learned a lot about a few people. Mhm and I'm starting to feel annoyed because I'm already having the "clothes" issue. Always do not know what to wear :(

Plus, I really really wish I have bike license and a bike where I can travel around with it. Bcz, I am so irritated w the public transport. The waiting and everything, oh god. I'm getting sick of it. Bike bike bike say you love me and come to me soooooon!

9 more days and I so need the day to be good to me. I need fun to run away from reality plzzz.