To be honest, I'm feeling pretty content with my life but whenever I'm alone or just staring blankly, my thoughts run wild. Have I ever mention my mind over think and it has a very wild imagination. I hate everything about that. Over thinking sometimes just drag my mood down.. And boy, it goes down fast. Whenever I smile or laugh, I actually do mean it.. I'm quite happy with everything except for the jobless part. My family's in a good term, I get things I want (not all the time though), I have people that will always stand by my side etc... But I just don't understand why I always have the urge to breakdown, like I'm feeling right now. I wish I know why this emotion is haunting me down. I don't understand it's logic. Sometimes, I feel like I'm crazy. I wish to wake up in the morning with a smile and smile throughout the day but I gotta be a lil realistic, yes? O, and it sucks a lot cause I'm so so bad at expressing my feelings through words. I wish my mind's like a dictionary. Knowing every word and it's meaning so that I'll be able to express better but me and my lazy self(forever lazy) oh you know what I mean. Mhmm, maybe I'll just weep and hope it will all go away. So need a person to hug right now and tell me that everything's gonna be fine... Sigh, you people with a partner is so lucky :') Anyways, goodnight lovelies♥