You listen to the beat and when it's your cup of tea, you get hooked to it. You dance to it when you're happy. You sing it as loud as you can. But what happens when you're having your bad days?

Beats don't do justice. But magic happens when you close your eyes with intentions to cry. That moment where stay still and silent, you listen to every word. From listening it blindly just because you like the beat, you discover more. You discover how beautiful the song actually is. Every word, every sentence keeps blowing you away. You literally feel like the song speaks to you. Understanding you at that very moment. Instantly it feels like as if that song was made for you. I bet everyone has felt that at least once. Or maybe it's just me.


I always have so much to say but I'm always afraid of saying the wrong things and end up making a fool out of myself. I'm not comfortable at the thought of that. Though I know I'm probably the only one who reads my own blog post. I'm always so fickle about letting others know about the existence of espritvolage because I don't know what I will post about next. What if I'm whining and bitching about someone that reads this? That would be pretty embarrassing, won't it? I'm so bad with my vocab and grammar. Every sentence might have a million mistakes in it and I don't even know. I wouldn't want to be a laughing stock either. That will just look like I've ruined my own self esteem.

So before I embarrass myself even more, I better stop here.
Goodnight beautiful world. xoxo