"Dear Alexa, will you give me all your clothes?"

Alright, dream on. That will never happen in a million years. I'm in need of so many things right now, I can go mad! I want and I need it so badly. I am so tempted to work, but noo I have to wait. This upsets me so much, wish I always have cash to buy things that really caught my eye and perhaps always have the cash when I plan to go for a little shopping, at least :( I'm so emotional right now. Okay not really actually.

Anyways, today's really tiring as I only had about 4 hours of sleep. D with his last minute plans, but I loved today. Had one of the best days with the family (minus elder bro). The only sad thing was, I saw this pretty shoes, really cute. I had a choice, to buy that or the vans I'm dying to have since a few years back (shut up) and I was so tempted to say I wanted those. But I really want the vans, so badly too though :( How I wish M would just treat me to those.. Plus, I hope D keep his promise this time about the shoes. Cz, he gave me the silent treatment every time I asked when will I get my shoes he promised to buy it for me. (praying!) So, to cheer me up a little and we watched movie. We settled for "The Spy Next Door" I was praying so hard hoping it wouldn't be boring and on the other hand, what could be boring when there's Jackie Chan right? IT WAS AWESOME, funny yet touching aww. Hehe, felt better. But D had to make it worst. Passed by the shoe shop, (double worst) he bought a new phone. Erggggggggghhhhh man, still wish I'm a working person earning money....... sigh. But it's okay lah, even though it's not. Die die must say it is :(

Right now, really cannot wait for practical. Someone's birthday coming (ehem) lol.
Note to self; misss every minute a lottttttttttttttttt kwang kwang kwang.
Nights!