i don't know how much longer i can withstand.

"Now I'm fighting this feeling
but it never stops, never stops
I'm still waiting
And I'm stuck with this feeling
will it ever stop, ever stop?
I keep trying

I blame no one, but myself
so honestly, is this how it's gonna be?
Tell me, who's the enemy?
Monkey on my back keeps me so desperately
How you got me on my knees

So sick of this feeling
but it never stops, never stops
I'm still waiting
And I'm stuck with this feeling
will it ever stop, ever stop?
You see, I'm still shaking
And I'm fighting this feeling"

M, I need a holiday please? :( It feels like I would explode any minute. I seriously wish I had a bike for real. A transport, where I can drive to work and school.

Anyways, happy belated birthday D. I love you ♥♥♥

I miss my social life for real.