"When some girls cry, it’s not over just one thing, it’s built up anger and tears that they've been holding in for so long. They try to put a smile on their face everyday so that no one will see the hurt they’re really feeling. Sometimes, the girls that seem the happiest are the one’s breaking down inside."
I hate to admit that I'm getting weaker each day, I break down easily. I don't feel as cheerful like I used too. I'm too tired of hiding everything, I'm too tired of being positive all the time cause every inch of me feel like crap. I can no longer face myself in the mirror cause I hate the sight of it. Everything is just frustrating! Yet there is just no one to blame, but yourself. It just feels so depressing. Sometimes I feel like, I don't have enough strength to be strong anymore. I just want to disappear into thin air! Or be a bird and fly free to wherever.
I hate all of this fucking bullshit I have to go through! Ergh!!
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