1. Need a fucking job ASAP!

2. I'm getting tired of myself/life.

3. I hate feeling useless.

4. Mentally killing people who make me feel like shit when they ask certain questions.

5. I want to laugh like a mad woman like there's no tomorrow.

5. I need a break from myself.

6. To decide what course I wanna take up next year.

7. In. Need. Of. Holidays.

8. Soul searching.

9. To actually lose some weight.

10. Start praying 5 times a day.

Basically I feel like crap whenever I wake up every morning. I need it to go away.

I want to be happy and carefree like how I used to be a year ago.

Everything is pushing my down to the ground.

I'm suffocating.

And there's no one to blame except for myself.

What I have done to my life?

:'(