Turning 21 in a few months, totally not cool. Everything is so fast. What's the rush, Mr time? So many things to consider and to think of. No matter how much I hate studying, I guess, I really need to. I can't be stuck to the current work forever right? Sigh :( I don't know what to do. This kinda sucks right now. I hate decisions. Fuck them all.

I guess I've got till the end of May to really decide. Dear God, please guide me and show me a sign.