Still wide awake at 2.37am.

To be honest, I'm pretty calm and my mind's blank cause I'm at the state where I'm in denial of some facts and pushing it away.. Trying my best to not think about it.

I can say I'm pretty good when it comes to pushing my problems away. Easy said, I'm quite an ignorant person. Hell yeah I am if you don't notice it already. But when it comes to the close ones. It's hard to ignore it and move on with life like as if nothing happened.

Right now, I'm losing my mind. Ha, okay I totally stole that line from the current song I'm listen right now.

Fine fine fine before I get more annoying, I hope everything will fine and it's just a false alarm for now..

Please give me strength, Ya Allah.
Amin.