I get chills upon reaching the destination where you'll always board the bus. My heart beats faster than it usually does and my fingers turn cold. I just get so nervous and I don't know why. This shouldn't be happening, this is so wrong. I'm embarrased, i'm ashamed of what I'm feeling. 

I used to critic and agree whenever the rest disses you which I know is so typical when the truth is, I knew nuts about you and I literally judged a book by it's cover.. That being said, of course the only thing I know is your name. If this is karma hitting me, I apologize. Reality check, I know, there's not even the slightest chance and I hope this reaction will fade away asap. I can't do this anymore. This is stupid, so so stupid.