"Love. It doesn't have an expiry date" -ch5.

Body's screaming for help, I'm in need of a body massage. I really hope, I feel fresh tomorrow and no body ache everywhere. I'm hungry, hungry and hungry. But perhaps, I shall sacrifice, for the sake of wanting to be skinny and pretty (HAHA!) All the fats, really have to go. Yes, I know, I should have figured that out a long time ago. But oh well, I'm doing it now ain't I? And I really hope, this time I'd do it, like really do it and lose weight. My neck hurts :/

There's a class test tomorrow, and I'm not studying. This shows, I'm not serious about school and this is my freaking last year! Yes, I've lost interest in it. And this is not helping me, one bit about my future. I am very worried, but at the same time I'm not doing my part. Just taking it lightly, when I know at the end of the day, I'm the one who loses out. Is that the word? Ahh fuck care. I really don't know what I wanna do in the future, I can't possibly ask my parents for allowance when I'm 20 right? I don't even know where to start, perhaps I shall make myself sit alone and think about it. I can't wait for school to finally end, but at the same time. I'd miss, meeting B's everyday, debating about stupid things. Doing the silliest thing ever, and laugh like we own the world. Aw, I'm so so gonna miss you three.

Mummy has been in a bad mood these days, she just refuse to speak. This is really unusual. Granny's at my auntie's place taking care of a lil nephew of mine. She's home only on Friday, Saturday and Sunday. The house's very quite without her, and I miss her.. Anyways, in the afternoon watched Kat Von D, and some of her mates doing tattoo for their customers. It's so cool, awesome work! Love love it. Too bad, I can't have one eh. But it's okay :)

Can't wait for weekends, can't wait for Friday to end. Gdnight lovelies.