Cold.

Skipped school, and I'm pretty bored. Had a talk with Mum yesterday about what to work as in the future, and most of the things I explained to her aren't work that's stable. To be honest, I was freaking out when I told her and imagining the situations. Because, maybe, I was hoping too much on her business dream? I don't know.. I can't think of any particular line that really interest me to death! I've been fickle minded for my whole life! It sucks so bad, no kidding. I thought, not thinking of what I wanted to be could wait. But no, I was wrong. I was wrong for not thinking from small what I wanted to be when I grow up,and I ended up being so lost now. School's gonna end, in a few days, I'm not even sure if I could answer the questions in the exam paper. Thinking about it, feels like my life's tumbling down.

I didn't know it could be this hard, very hard.. I'm only an N/level slash soon to be Nitec cert holder. What could I possibly work ask? With that, even people who have diploma have difficulties.

Shrugs.

Anyways, I am dying, cash is running low. Need to purchase stuffs! Need a job, but can't soon): I really need to lose weight, c'mon Shkn. You can do it.

I am thinking of getting a monroe or an eyebrow pierce. Should I or not?
Ugh.

I wanna go for a holiday!!!!!!! And blogger's beginning to be a Bitch. Yes, BITCH.