"Sometimes, I wish, I look like how I feel I do.
I want to look like how I appear in pictures, skinny and pretty.
But it's just a picture, and it tells a lot of story yet there's a lie within it"

Hi blogger, please do not load ridiculously slow again because I'm beginning to lose my patience with you. Don't make me ditch you for some other online journal websites. Good afternoon readers, (if there's any) it's a stay home Saturday for me. It's really getting more and more boring every minute. I've got nothing to do, tried searching for some shows I wanted to watch, but all I got was disappointment, either the video's not available or that quality's crap. So, all I'm doing right now is waiting for a soul to chat with and listening to songs in itunes which I'm already sick of. And I gave up finding new songs, shall start listening to any radio stations for new song updates eh, hm but I really wonder when is that gonna happen. So anyways, life isn't great currently for some personal reason. Been spending a lot of time at my Granny's place (Dad side) due to something. Well, at least I get to do some catching up with my cousins and aunties. They never fail to make all of laugh with their stories and exaggerating actions, haha.

On a brighter side, I can't wait for my practical test but at the same time, I'm very nervous about it. I feel like, I need a lot of practice still. I miss my instructors. Two of them, since I booked for fixed instructors. And I don't know why, but I miss car number 12. The funny thing is, when I took my auto lesson, my car was 112. I think number 12 really loves me, lol. Okay sidetracked too much! So yes, I miss driving. Somehow or rather, but I hate parking! It's okay, overtime I'll master it. Cheh.

It's raining cat and dogs, it's cold. And I feel like sleeping, what a pig! I know. 2009's gonna end soon, it's strange but I wish, it would last longer. Memories please stay with me. Right now, everyone's asking me what do I wanna do now, since I've graduated. All I can say is, I really don't know and thinking about it, sometimes makes me cry.

Hello Mr Future of mine, what will I become in the future? Give me a hint, will you?
So I can go straight into what I'm gonna do in the future,hmmm. This is seriously not fun.