if you hate complains, dont bother reading.

"I'm freaking out that we're running out of time
But to do what?
Should I stop and think of that?
Is there something I could do to slow it down?
Live in a day for once
Instead of watch it screaming by

You're a dandelion seed
That flies through the air
And lands randomly
Then disappears

I'm freaking out that we've started breaking down
Before momentum picked up
Now all these doors are locked
The trees trick you 'cause they're always standing still
If time was really racing by
You could see it when you drive"

I'm freaking out because these few weeks I haven't been stable emotionally. The worst part is, I don't know the cause and there's no one to blame. It's either I feel sad or angry for no fucking reasons, or rather small things. Which is really not good.

Been whining and complaining about work these few days. I'm terribly sorry, to those that I whine at. I just can't stop talking about it, I just am tired somehow. Hopefully, as time pass by, I'd get use to it.

Pressure, having to memorize everything in a short period of time, long mrt/bus rides, etc. Makes me so restless, days feels like years and hours feels like days. I'm just so tired of everything :(

That's just complains about work, now what about school? Mm everything makes me so speechless. All I want to do after work is sleep once I reach home till the next day.

Hello darker eyes and eye bags. Wished smiling doesn't exist.
I swear, I miss having fun.

Dear stranger, where are you who is supposed to listen to me and not judge? I need you.

Ahh and oh yes, thank you loves for the birthday wish, I sincerely from the bottom of my heart appreciate it a lot. It makes me feel loved and cared for :) I love you all♥♥♥