I fucking don't understand you. When I fucking ask nicely, you fucking make it into a big thing out of it and when I ask you rudely you act like it's a major problem(like there's a bomb or something that will kill everyone). What the fuck is wrong with you?! You act like a small kid, and please la what's your age now? You say I nag like a "mak nenek" well mirror yourself. Aren't you like that? Aren't woman like that? Seriously kalau nak tegur orang, pergi tengok cermin dulu ok sebelum cakap. I feel fucking guilty doing this to you, because 1. I love fucking much 2. You're older than me 3. I owe my life to you 4. I am nothing without you. But why do you do this to me? In your eyes, I'm the bad one. I'm everything negative. But those who never ever fucking took care of you, you fucking praise them like they're angels. Do you fucking know what they say and do behind you? Just because we live under one roof for all my life, you get to see how I really am, you say I'm bad. But whenever I do good, have you ever ever fucking praise good things about me? Fucking hell no. Come and tell to my face, whenever you wanna do anything, go anywhere who was there for you? WHO? I just wish you're open minded. Ah pegi la pegi puji dorang sepuas hati kau, eventhough you know they talk bad about you. What did you do? You fucking tell me, NOTHING! When I do a little mistake, and I do it politely, what do you do? You fucking call me a badass. You named me, you had the cheek to say my names stands for a bad kid or something? Ok wow. You're really..... Oh god :'(
And hell yes, you've guessed it, I'm on hiatus. Dont bother really.
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