First day taking care of my baby cousin, I got so damn sleepy and tired. Why? Because last night I refuse to listen to my Mum's advise. I need to sleep early for a month. I seriously hope, it won't be so hard, you know. Small kids can be very, well you know what I mean.

Thank god there's my grandmama. I seriously couldn't take it and had to sleep for at least an hour. Or else, I'll faint, I swear. What a relief that the little boy was asleep when I woke up. At least I get to spend sometime alone before I spend time with him for the whole day. Hehe.

The biggest task to me is teaching him? God knows how much I hate studying. What else teaching someone? My patience for that is damn low and I really hope I get through this. I'm actually quite worried about finding a work when the month of November ends......

I hate risk, but without it, you'll never know if you'll like it. But, thinking about finding a centre to send resumes.... Hmm, I can feel the strong hesitant feeling. Not a good sign. This has made me feel like shit for sometime now.

How I wish I can be a part timer forever. Oh god. We will see how it goes alright? Because from the eight days experience in a centre, oh my god.,

gotta go now, the boy's awake!