You know that sucky feeling that leaves you feeling weak? So vulnerable. You're falling apart every second of your life. All you want to do is be alone and cry your eyes out. Yet the feeling is still there with you, crushing you to the ground. Hard and cold. You try to stay strong but there's a voice behind your head reminding you of what's felt in your heart. You try to reach out, but there wasn't any voice produced. All you were hit with were cold words flung straight to your face. A heartless tight slap across your face. You didn't want to lose to fight, therefore you face up to the sky trying your best to not let your tears free and seek strength from HIM.

I'm a hypocrite, I'm sorry.