story of my life

"Happiness depends on ourselves"
-Aristotle

My right ear is still swollen and currently very itchy. I should have listened to Ai Ling's advise about seafood. Yes, I should have avoided it since it's not fully recovered but I ignored it. I hope it gets better really soon, I want the swelling to reduce. I can't wait to change to a new stud though, but I'm afraid I fail the attempt and it goes to a waste. Life's still dull, and that explains the lack of updates. There's nothing to share about, been rotting at home most of the time. I'd love to have a few outings with a couple of people but I'm so broke. No allowance, no job, no pay, and I don't like asking from M, because whenever I asked her, she'll give me an unhappy look. Yes, I know we're in a financial problem but I got a life too. Man, guilt guilt guilt, I should have looked a for a job once school ended, but noooooo. See what happens now, no one wants to employ me. But, I shall not give up!

I'm getting tired of taking the MRT somehow, looking at the behavior of certain people just disgust me. I wish I had a bike license, and own a bike. Money, when are you gonna fall from the sky, enough for me to pay for my enrollment and for me to buy a bike? I wish D would want to sponsor me again (dream on).

Alright now, I wanna do something that would entertain me. I'm running out of words,gdnight.